الاستمناء أثناء تخيل اختلاط زوجي

I'm not sure what's going on with my spouse lately. She's been acting strange, constantly out of the house and staying late at work. I can't help but wonder if she's been getting it from someone else. It's driving me crazy, and I've been struggling to keep my cool. The other day, I caught myself jacking off while imagining her with some other guy, her big tits bouncing as she rode him. It's been consuming me, this thought of her being with someone else. I can't shake it off. It's like a monster inside me, growing bigger every day. I need to do something about it, but I don't know what. Maybe I should confront her, or maybe I should just let it go. Either way, it's eating me alive.